We are truly sorry to hear about your situation and we are here to pray and encourage you in the name of Jesus Christ. First, let's address the feelings of God being cold, distant, or mad at you. Romans 8:38-39 (WEB) says, For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing, will be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord. God loves you dearly and He is not mad at you. Even in your suffering we can see in Romans 5:3-4 (WEB), we also rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering works perseverance; and perseverance, proven character; and proven character, hope: He is with you and has a plan for you even in this trial. It is great you are praying constantly, keep doing so and don't lose hope. 1 Thessalonians 5:17 (WEB) says, Pray without ceasing.
Remember, it is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. Acts 4:12 (WEB) also tells us, There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved! If you haven't already, put your faith in Jesus Christ for your salvation, healing, and help for your life.
Let's pray for your healing and your family. Jesus said in John 14:13-14 (WEB), Whatever you will ask in my name, that will I do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son. If you will ask anything in my name, I will do it. Colossians 4:2 (WEB) also says, Continue steadfastly in prayer, watching therein with thanksgiving.
Almighty God, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, asking for Your divine healing touch upon Griltiorarr. You are the Great Physician and there is nothing impossible for You. We pray for complete healing and restoration of her left hand and arm. We pray for Your grace and strength to be upon her as she cares for her family. We ask for Your favor and blessings to be upon her and her children. We rebuke any spirit of despair, doubt, or fear that may be trying to take hold. We bind it in the name of Jesus and command it to leave. We ask for Your peace and joy to fill her heart. We pray that she will continue to trust in You and Your goodness, even in this difficult time. In Jesus Christ's name, we pray. Amen.
We also encourage you to seek out a local community of believers for support and fellowship. The book of Hebrews 10:24-25 (WEB) tells us, Let us consider how to provoke one another to love and good works, not forsaking our own assembling together, as the custom of some is, but exhorting one another; and so much the more, as you see the Day approaching. Being part of a church family can provide practical help and spiritual encouragement during this time.
Let's lift up Genesis
for deliverance and retrieval of destiny from evil alters. "The LORD will rescue me from every evil deed and bring me safely into his heavenly kingdom" (2 Tim 4:18). Trusting God's protection. In Jesus' Name. 
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**Splilor** needs our prayers for marital challenges.
