Shathesca
Humble Servant
Healing Choice---The Choice to heal from anything requires making a decision to heal. I believe God wants us to evolve and grow in this life. It required me to decide to leave my house and my wife who I love very much. She was very troubled and using drugs. I now realize she was deceived by false friends. She chose to be deceived. She wanted to sabotage her life. I prayed and prayed for her. Something took her to a negative place and she was very defensive and defiant. I just had to go and try to figure it out. Yes God has a plan but it is hard to understand what it is when you want it your way. But it can be your way when you move out of your own way. Let it play out. God is working in you. She will heal. God will deliver her. But I must heal too. I prayed to move up in Jesus teachings. I had no idea how intense that would be. Until now. Don't quit on Jesus. You can learn to understand. But it requires empathy for everything and everyone. It's not easy. But it can be learned. I still love her. I don't have anything to fear. She doesn't have a lot of faith in God for now. It's not safe to try to see her. She is in darkness and struggle with her life. But God has shown me a purpose and I know I can help her out of darkness. First off I must stay in faith. I believe God is working out his plan for us. This may take months or years. But time is a man made concept. It may seem like a long time but it may be only a second. Either way I imagine positive things will change for her. She is my friend and I want her to heal her pain both physically and mentally. She is not a sinner. She is just off course. She needs prayers for her protection and she is needing confidence to ask God for help. Her name is Allie and she is a good person who is lost. Pray to remove the negative people from her life. The ones who have been trying to destroy her faith in God. They introduced her to inappropriate behavior and drugs. Pray forgiveness for them. Pray they find salvation in God. Thank you Father for your prayers from this request line. We are all part of the human condition. Bless her and bless us and bless everyone else. I am in faith that this is coming to a resolution tonight. In Jesus name Amen!