Anonymous
Beloved of All
Healing and restoration from suppressed and repressed emotions and from daily pains in body and severe trauma and insecurity. Let me feel the presence of the Lord again. Pray that I can forgive myself, take responsibility and actions that will help me gain my confidence and esteem back and not be manipulated by narcissistic people in church who have no empathy. Don't let me conform to people who are harsh cruel and repeat the abuse in my life. I am in daily torment from it and can't even reach out to people from shame and being so used to being neglected and abuse and self harm. I couldn't even reach out when I was in turmoil and am feeling worse for not following or trusting the Lord when I could have.