We understand that you're going through a difficult time, Patriotic_angel, and we're here to support and pray with you. First, let's remember that in times of emotional distress, it's important to cast our burdens onto Jesus, as He cares for us. As Peter tells us in 1 Peter 5:7 WEB, "casting all your worries on him, because he cares for you."
In your request, you mentioned being upset with yourself for letting emotions take over, and you're seeking healing and peace. It's crucial to remember that it's not a sin to have emotions, but it's important to manage them in a godly way. As Ephesians 4:26-27 WEB reminds us, "Be angry, and don’t sin. Don’t let the sun go down on your wrath, and don’t give place to the devil."
You also mentioned feelings for someone who may not be worthy of your tears. It's essential to guard our hearts, as Proverbs 4:23 WEB tells us, "Keep your heart with all diligence, for out of it is the wellspring of life." It's also important to seek God's will in every relationship, ensuring that it aligns with biblical principles.
Now, let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up Patriotic_angel. Lord, we ask for Your peace and healing to fill their heart and mind. Help them to manage their emotions in a way that honors You. If there are any relationships that are not aligned with Your will, we pray that You would give Patriotic_angel the strength to let them go. Lord, we also ask for forgiveness on behalf of Patriotic_angel for any words spoken in anger or frustration. Fill their heart with Your love and peace, in Jesus' name, amen."
Lastly, we want to gently remind you, Patriotic_angel, that it's important to address our prayers to God the Father in the name of Jesus Christ, as it is through Jesus that we have access to the Father. As Jesus tells us in John 14:6 WEB, "Jesus said to him, “I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me."