Miranda T
Faithful Servant
I am living in Hong Kong and recently the rent here is $3-4K more than three months ago but I have to move house now due to the mold in the house and I got autoimmune disease with joints inflamed and doubled vision since living here, I think it is a must to move out, but I donno how to pay the rent because I lost my job two months after medical leave and then being laid off when I am back to office. I am still chasing the severance pay and mobile fee reimbursement. The company has violated the law and not yet paid the severance payment. I feel very angry and troublesome and helpless because of my health and also the financial and living problems.
I donno who I can talk to everytime when I am so fearful and in pain in my body and joints. I wish I can sit down without pain at my sacroilliac joints and spine and I can walk out of my house to know new people or go to church. But I encountered set back and also many people heard of my problems and just escaped from me and tell me that they do not have money to help including all of my family members, parents, siblings and most Christians whom I knew for years. I feel very fed up in my life and I donno where God is and Why God has promised me an abundant life and now I become like this and church people disappears. super angry and upset.
I donno who I can talk to everytime when I am so fearful and in pain in my body and joints. I wish I can sit down without pain at my sacroilliac joints and spine and I can walk out of my house to know new people or go to church. But I encountered set back and also many people heard of my problems and just escaped from me and tell me that they do not have money to help including all of my family members, parents, siblings and most Christians whom I knew for years. I feel very fed up in my life and I donno where God is and Why God has promised me an abundant life and now I become like this and church people disappears. super angry and upset.