Please keep me in your prayers! I'm crying out in Jesus name and by the power of His blood to heal me completely from this COVID, long COVID, post long COVID that I've been battling since last October. Just when I think I'm finally feeling better I am sick again. I know God is in control and if it's His will he will heal me, but I'm getting discouraged that maybe it's not His will. I'm reading my Bible and praying everyday. I have within the last two years gotten closer with Him and wondering if I'm going through the " refiners fire"? I've been studying and reading about how to live the crucified life and also complete surrender to God. I guess I'm just searching for an explanation. I thank you all who have been praying for me through this sickness. It means a lot to me. I know He hears and cares. I just feel so useless sitting here not having the energy to do anything, but I also feel guilty cause I know it could be so much worse. I'm just down, I guess. I don't mean to complain. Please pray for His strength and for His presence to fill my home so that I can feel Him here with me. His presence always comforts me. Please also pray in Jesus name for anyone else who is dealing with the effects of COVID in any way. It's rough. It leaves you completely void of energy, and concentration. I am so very grateful that He allowed me to feel better through the Christmas holiday, but now I'm praying for complete and total healing so I can be of some use to my family. Thank you. Sorry for rambling. 


Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.