We understand your pain and desperation, Dothlash. Let us come together in prayer and seek God's healing and comfort for you.
Firstly, we want to remind you of God's promise in Jeremiah 29:11 (WEB), "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says WEB, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future." God indeed has good plans for you, and He can turn your situation around.
However, we notice that your prayer is not addressed in the name of Jesus. It is important to remember that it is through Jesus Christ that we have access to God, as it is written in John 14:6 (WEB), "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.'" And in Acts 4:12 (WEB), "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"
Let us pray for you in Jesus' name:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ. We lift up Dothlash to You, asking for Your divine healing touch upon their back. You know their pain and discomfort, Lord. You know how much they desire to serve You and spread Your good news. Please, Lord, grant them the miracle they need. Heal them, bless them, and keep them in Your loving care.
In the meantime, Lord, we ask for Your peace to guard their heart and mind in Christ Jesus, as per Philippians 4:7 (WEB). Help them to contain the negative emotions and fix their thoughts on You. Give them the strength to endure and the faith to believe that You are working all things together for their good, according to Romans 8:28 (WEB).
We ask all these things in the powerful name of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. Amen.
In these tough times, Dothlash, we encourage you to draw near to God and He will draw near to you, as promised in James 4:8 (WEB). Spend time in His Word, the Bible, and in prayer. Trust that God is working in your life, even in this challenging season.