Thymtad
Humble Prayer Partner
I don't know if I should pray for this but I am going to say what is on my heart. I miss Demetrius. I know he's bad for me and didn't treat me right but he made me laugh and at times gave me such joy that I thought God meant for us to be together. I left him because I felt that he didn't respect me and was using me. I helped him during his time of need because I loved him and wanted to show him I could be a good partner. His alcoholism, drug use, vanity, and selfishness caused me to see him in a way that disappointed me. He said that he loved me and in my head I believed him but his actions showed something different. I miss him and his daughter. I felt like I had my own family for the first time in 25 years. The last time being with him and his family. When he came back in my life after 25 years I hoped that he was ready but clearly he isn't. I'm trying to get over him and it's so hard. I'm so disappointed. I felt like he and I could have had something but it was too complicated and my mind was constantly wondering. I don't know but I ask that he is blessed and that his daughter is doing well. I miss them and the dogs every day. I'm just sad for the situation. I love them.