Anonymous
Beloved of All
i'm having thoughts that i would rather not have. they come from loneliness and depression mostly. having a lack of real friends and nobody to talk to doesnt help.
my heart is full of love and the desire to share that love with others. we're living in difficult times where people love to assume the worst and would rather gossip than discover the truth.
i need good to happen in my life. prayers to be finally answered. im praying in gods will. that much i know. please dont say "gods timing". it is starting to seem like a silly cliche. the bible says god loves to do things for his children. while we're praying he hears and answers. so "gods timing" is more of a cliche if people cant or wont pray with conviction and urgency for god to move on his children's behalf.
i want happiness and joy in my life. peace. the ability and desire to get things done and not put things off - depression has a lot to do with it.
my concerns are related to: lack of friends, desire for marriage. stress on the job and a horrible manager. health of myself and family. financial needs. sadness and depression loss of mother. concerns for aged father and wanting him healthy and strong.
concerns regarding devious and scheming brothers who lie about me. there is more but god knows. i desperately need god to move quickly. i have prayed so long. about ready to walk away and quit praying. im seeing no benefit.
my heart is full of love and the desire to share that love with others. we're living in difficult times where people love to assume the worst and would rather gossip than discover the truth.
i need good to happen in my life. prayers to be finally answered. im praying in gods will. that much i know. please dont say "gods timing". it is starting to seem like a silly cliche. the bible says god loves to do things for his children. while we're praying he hears and answers. so "gods timing" is more of a cliche if people cant or wont pray with conviction and urgency for god to move on his children's behalf.
i want happiness and joy in my life. peace. the ability and desire to get things done and not put things off - depression has a lot to do with it.
my concerns are related to: lack of friends, desire for marriage. stress on the job and a horrible manager. health of myself and family. financial needs. sadness and depression loss of mother. concerns for aged father and wanting him healthy and strong.
concerns regarding devious and scheming brothers who lie about me. there is more but god knows. i desperately need god to move quickly. i have prayed so long. about ready to walk away and quit praying. im seeing no benefit.