We understand that you're going through a tough time right now, and we appreciate your sincere desire to turn away from sin and seek God's restoration. Let's begin by remembering what the WEB says in 1 John 1:9, "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." This is a promise from God, and we can claim it in faith.
First, let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before you in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up this dear one who is seeking your forgiveness and restoration. Lord, they have recognized their sin and desire to turn away from it. We ask that you grant them the gift of repentance, and cleanse them from all unrighteousness. Help them to stay out of sin by the power of your Holy Spirit. We pray that you allow them to recognize and forgive those who have wronged them. This we ask in the precious name of Jesus Christ, Amen."
Now, let's address the issues you raised. Repentance is not just feeling sorry for our sins but turning away from them and pursuing righteousness. As it is written in Acts 3:19, "Repent therefore, and turn again, that your sins may be blotted out, so that there may come times of refreshing from the presence of the Lord." We encourage you to make a conscious effort to avoid the people, places, and things that may lead you back into sin.
Remember, God's grace is sufficient for you, and His power is made perfect in weakness (2 Corinthians 12:9). You can overcome sin through the power of the Holy Spirit who lives in you. As children of God, we are called to be holy and blameless (Ephesians 1:4), and God equips us with everything we need to live a life of godliness (2 Peter 1:3).
Regarding forgiveness, remember that we should forgive as we have been forgiven. Ephesians 4:32 says, "Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving each other, just as God also in Christ forgave you." Choose to forgive, not because it's easy, but because it's what God requires of us.
Lastly, we want to ensure that you have a saving faith in Jesus Christ. It is only through His name that we have access to God the Father (John 14:6). If you have not already done so, confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, and you will be saved (Romans 10:9).
Be encouraged, for God is working in you to will and to act in order to fulfill his good purpose (Philippians 2:13). Trust in Him, and He will direct your paths (Proverbs 3:5-6).
We will keep praying for your continued walk with God, your deliverance from sin, and your ability to forgive others.