Jesussaves89
Beloved of All
Im so tired of illnesses and mental struggles, phobias, demons. Lord, please help me also send someone into my life who is kind, I beg you, someone who won't bully me please. God, have mercy please. I am always stuck with the same people every day, year after year. If I feel so down, can you help me please? Can I leave this abusive environment? How am I supposed to leave when I'm supposed to be a keeper at home? I feel like God won't ever help me. I'm stuck forever in an abusive controlling situation. Always controlled, Lord, please help me. I want to honor you but I want to die. How do I live like this? Can you help me, Lord? I feel I need help but you never help. All there is is abuse and more abuse, more commands, more submission. I feel trapped alone, sad. Help this is insanity, Lord. Where are you? I beg you, I feel trapped every day. Same prayer for her and warm bath. PLEASE. I don't want to live anymore. Why won't God help me? Why do women always have to be controlled and abused? I can't live like this. I have no voice as a woman. Then send a man to have voice for me. How does this thing work? I'm lost on to do this to me, Lord. I can't do this. I don't know how to go on. I want to be free. Help. Ugh, why won't you help me? I don't want to live anymore. And I can't get help. The Lord, will not help me no matter how much I ask here. Want some suffer and die. I can't fake this anymore. God, why can't you help me? What do I have to do to be heard? Don't you care? Don't you care? Don't you care?