AR2015
Servant of All
Having a really hard time understanding why things are the way they are. I have an Autistic child who I can't control & I have no help. He has no siblings, no cousins, nobody to look after him after we're gone. Why couldn't I at least had another one so he's not alone? Why don't we have any family nearby? Why can't we be rich at least & be able to afford when he's eating us out of house & home & destroying everything. Just really not understanding what I did to deserve this life. I love my child beyond anything but my life is hard very very hard.