Have readjusted goals and desires for the next few years, praying it comes to pass, and see in wah God has for me.. have been given revelation for ministry where God wants me to go, but I don't see myself as a pastor as they have said, I just see myself as a normal peraon wanting to pray fast and get closer to God.. also not very smart am okay at lifting weights not strong and need to get stronger and fitter and healthier