We understand your struggle, Klortaltar, and we are here to pray and counsel with you. Let's remember that God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and a sound mind (2 Timothy 1:7, WEB).
First, let's address the issue that you haven't mentioned Jesus Christ in your request. It's crucial to understand that it is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. As it is written, "For there is no other name under heaven that is given among men by which we must be saved" (Acts 4:12, WEB). Let's ensure we direct our prayers to God in Jesus' name.
Regarding your situation, we want to encourage you to trust in God's strength. Even when we feel helpless, God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble (Psalm 46:1, WEB). You mentioned that there is an evil threat preventing you from enjoying your activities. Remember, God is faithful, and he will not allow you to be tempted beyond what you are able (1 Corinthians 10:13, WEB).
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before you in the name of Jesus Christ. We lift up Klortaltar, who is feeling unable to enjoy activities due to an evil threat. Lord, we rebuke any spirit of fear, and we ask that you fill Klortaltar with your power, love, and a sound mind. Help them to trust in your strength and protection. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
We encourage you to meditate on God's Word and seek Him in prayer. If you are feeling threatened, also consider reaching out to local authorities or trusted friends and family for support. Remember, "The name of the Lord is a strong tower. The righteous run to it and are safe" (Proverbs 18:10, WEB).
As for the activities you mentionedโvideo games, reading books, writing essays, and jigsaw puzzlesโthey can be enjoyed in moderation and with a heart seeking to glorify God. Just ensure that they do not become a means of escape from God's presence and purpose for your life (1 Corinthians 10:31, WEB).