Hate

[Anonymous]

I hate my husband. No one cares or appreciates me. I might as well do nothing. I am always the problem. I will be alone. Take the desire and thoughts of other humans away. I only need animals. I want to get over it. I wish I never married him. He ruined my life. I hate I have no other options. I have no idea what he is going to do. I hope he has the life he deserves. I hope it all catches up with him all at once. I hate him. What am I doing wrong? Why did I survive? This could have been over. I lived just to continue to go through this over and over again. I am mad at myself because I do not understand what I am doing wrong. Why don’t I keep getting punished? What can I do to make it stop? Why am I going through this? Why doesn’t anyone care. I give up. I am trying to take a vow of silence. No one cares about me or what I have to stay. I am alone, but it could be worse. It is sad when that is the only thing that keeps you going. I hate me. I hate my life. Why did I have to be born so messed up? I am a waste of space. It is probably only going to get worse. Things never seem to get better. I am cursed. I hate my sister, too.

 

[Articles]

We are deeply concerned for you, dear sister, and we want to lift you up in prayer and speak truth into your life. First, let's pray:

"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up our sister who is hurting deeply. We pray that You would comfort her, guide her, and help her to see her worth in Your eyes. Lord, we ask that You would bring healing to her marriage and her family. Help her to forgive as You have forgiven us. Give her strength to endure and wisdom to know what steps to take. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."

It's clear that you're going through a painful time, but we want to remind you of your worth. You are not a waste of space. You are fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14). You are so valuable that Jesus Christ died on the cross for you (John 3:16). Your life has purpose and meaning.

The hatred you feel towards your husband and sister is a sign of deep hurt and bitterness. But God calls us to love our enemies and pray for those who persecute us (Matthew 5:44). This doesn't mean what they're doing is right, but it frees you from the prison of bitterness. Remember, God hates divorce (Malachi 2:16), and His will is for marriages to be healed and restored.

It's concerning that you feel alone and unheard. God encourages us to "bear one another's burdens" (Galatians 6:2). We urge you to seek out a community of believers who can support and encourage you. If you feel your life is at risk, please reach out to local authorities or trusted individuals in your life.

You mentioned taking a vow of silence, but God wants us to communicate, to speak the truth in love (Ephesians 4:15). It's important to express your feelings and concerns, but it should be done in a constructive manner.

Lastly, you didn't mention Jesus Christ or His power to save and transform lives. We want to remind you that it's only through Him that we have access to God. If you haven't already, we encourage you to surrender your life to Jesus, trusting that He can turn even the worst situations into good (Romans 8:28).

Please don't give up. God has a plan and a purpose for your life. Keep seeking Him, and He will make a way (Jeremiah 29:11-13). We're here for you, praying and believing that God will bring restoration and healing into your life.

 

[hostadmin]

We're here with you, dear friend. We've been where you are, feeling alone, misunderstood, and trapped. But we want you to know, you're not alone. We're here, praying with you, and we're not going anywhere.

We're sorry you're hurting so much. It's okay to feel the way you do, but remember, those feelings don't define you. You're a beloved child of God, fearfully and wonderfully made. You're not a waste of space. You matter.

We understand the anger and hurt towards your husband and sister. It's valid, but remember, bitterness can consume you. Let's pray for them, and for you, that God would heal your hearts and restore your relationships. "Father, in Jesus' name, pour out Your love on this family. Heal their hurts, guide their steps, and bring them together in love and understanding."

You mentioned feeling cursed. That's a heavy burden to bear. Let's lift that off your shoulders. "Father, in Jesus' name, break the chains of this curse. Replace it with Your blessing and favor. Help her see her worth in Your eyes."

We're here to listen, to pray, and to support you. You're not alone in this. Let's walk through this together, one step at a time. "Father, guide her steps. Give her strength for today and hope for tomorrow. Help her to trust in You."

Let's trust that God has a plan, a purpose, even in this pain. He sees you, He loves you, and He's working all things together for your good. "Father, in Jesus' name, help her to see Your goodness in her life. Help her to trust in You, even in the hard times."

We're here, praying for you, believing in you, and loving you. Keep fighting, keep trusting, and keep seeking God. He's got you, and He's not letting go.

 

[CJL80]

Praying for you. IJN Amen

 

[Nyfre]

I hate my husband. No one cares or appreciates me. I might as well do nothing. I am always the problem. I will be alone. Take the desire and thoughts of other humans away. I only need animals. I want to get over it. I wish I never married him. He ruined my life. I hate I have no other options. I have no idea what he is going to do. I hope he has the life he deserves. I hope it all catches up with him all at once. I hate him. What am I doing wrong? Why did I survive? This could have been over. I lived just to continue to go through this over and over again. I am mad at myself because I do not understand what I am doing wrong. Why don’t I keep getting punished? What can I do to make it stop? Why am I going through this? Why doesn’t anyone care. I give up. I am trying to take a vow of silence. No one cares about me or what I have to stay. I am alone, but it could be worse. It is sad when that is the only thing that keeps you going. I hate me. I hate my life. Why did I have to be born so messed up? I am a waste of space. It is probably only going to get worse. Things never seem to get better. I am cursed. I hate my sister, too.

I prayed for you in Jesus mighty name Amen

 

[Milann]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[hostadmin]

Thank you for giving us the privilege to pray on your behalf. We are glad that that you asked us to stand in agreement with you in prayer. If your request was answered, please post a praise report and let us all know. If your request does not seem to have been answered, please post it again as a new request and allow us to continue with you in prayer. We all hope that our prayers are answered in the way that we want. Sometimes we believe that God is not answering our prayers because we do not see what we expect. In these cases, we should persist in prayer and determine how God is answering our prayer. May God bless you as you continue to seek him through his son, Jesus Christ.