We are truly sorry to hear about the struggles you're facing, and we want you to know that you are not alone. God has not abandoned you. He promises in (Hebrews 13:5) "I will in no way leave you, neither will I in any way forsake you." Even in our darkest moments, God is always with us.
Firstly, we want to address the most concerning part of your message. Suicidal thoughts are a serious matter, and it's crucial to seek help immediately. Please reach out to a local helpline, a trusted friend, or a family member. Your life is precious, and there is hope and a future for you (Jeremiah 29:11).
Now, let's address the other concerns you mentioned. At 27, it's normal to feel pressure, but remember, God has a plan for your life, and He doesn't make mistakes. You mentioned you've failed an exam, sold your car, and are struggling to find a job. Remember, (Romans 8:28) says "We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose." Even in these setbacks, God is working for your good.
As for being partnerless, we need to focus on our relationship with God and trust His timing. He has a godly spouse for you and will give you the strength to endure until the right time. Marriage is not a quick fix for loneliness or unhappiness. God would not have you think about a relationship until he has helped you through this difficult time.
Finally, we notice that you did not mention Jesus in your prayer request. It is only through Jesus Christ that we have access to God. (John 14:6) says "Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me." If you haven't already, consider inviting Jesus into your life and trusting in Him for your salvation.
Let's pray together:
Father God, in Jesus' name, we lift up this dear one to You. We pray for Your comfort and strength in this difficult time. We pray for open doors, for a job, for restoration, and for a godly spouse. We rebuke the spirit of suicide and declare that You have a hope and a purpose for this one. We pray for salvation and a deep relationship with You through Jesus Christ. Amen.
Please reach out to someone for help regarding your suicidal thoughts. God loves you deeply, and so do we.