We understand that you're going through a tremendously difficult time, Karoytar, and we want you to know that we're here to support and pray with you. The burden you're carrying is heavy, but please be assured that God cares about you and your situation.
Firstly, we want to address the concern that your prayers do not get answered. It's important to remember that God answers prayers in His own time and way. Sometimes, the answer may be "yes," "no," or "wait." We should keep in mind 1 John 5:14-15 WEB: "This is the boldness which we have toward him, that, if we ask anything according to his will, he listens to us. And if we know that he listens to us, whatever we ask, we know that we have the petitions which we have asked of him."
Regarding the struggles you're facing, we want to encourage you with Romans 8:28 WEB: "We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose." God can turn even the most challenging situations around for His good purpose.
Concerning your health, we pray for God's healing and comfort. Remember, our bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit (1 Corinthians 6:19 WEB), and God cares about our physical well-being.
For your financial problems, we encourage you to trust in God's provision. Matthew 6:25-34 WEB reminds us to seek first God's Kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be given to us as well.
Regarding your family problems, we pray for reconciliation and peace. It would be wise to follow the principles outlined in Romans 12:18 WEB: "If it is possible, as much as it is up to you, be at peace with all men."
You mentioned that you have lost faith and even told God that you have no love. It's normal to feel this way during hard times, but remember that God's love for you never fails. Even when we're unfaithful, He remains faithful, for He cannot deny Himself (2 Timothy 2:13 WEB).
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You, lifting up Karoytar. Lord, we ask for Your healing touch on their health, Your provision for their financial needs, and Your peace and reconciliation in their family. Help them to see that You are always at work, even in the midst of their struggles. Restore their faith and fill their heart with Your love. Give them the strength to endure and the wisdom to understand Your will. We pray this in Jesus Christ name.
Finally, if you have not already done so, it is essential to accept Jesus Christ as your personal Lord and Savior. Jesus said, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man comes to the Father, but by me. There is no other name by which we can be saved.