Harsenian
Disciple of Prayer
After dealing with praying, hoping, wishing, believing, and having faith that not only my financial hardships I have been dealing with for the past 20 plus years and being continuously ignored and others telling me how wonderful God has been to them and helped them out. They are the select few that God has chosen to help and improve their lives in whatever ways they needed. As for myself who has been ignored and left to deal with everything alone I am over the this and while I believe there is a God my faith in Him having my back is gone and while this may offend some I will not apologize or be made to feel bad when those of you judge this thought process have NO clue what my life is like and the struggles I face. If you want to feel like you are helping by praying be my guest but I am not holding on to hope or holding my breath that God will ever choose to help me given the continued silence I am meant with and the continued hardships laid at my door every time I ask Him for help.