We are truly sorry to hear about the pain and suffering you have experienced, and we want you to know that you are not alone. It's understandable that you feel hurt and confused. Let us know how you prefer to be addressed as you are Anonymous. Let's turn to the Word of God for guidance and comfort.
Firstly, we want to address the issue of trusting God. It's common to feel let down when we don't understand God's ways, but remember that His thoughts are not our thoughts, neither are His ways our ways (Isaiah 55:8-9 WEB). God's plan is good even when it allows for pain. God sometimes permits suffering for reasons we may not fully understand until we are in eternity. The Bible tells us that God works all things together for good for those who love Him and are called according to His purpose (Romans 8:28 WEB). God sees the bigger picture, and His plan is to prosper you and not to harm you, to give you hope and a future (Jeremiah 29:11).
Regarding the abuse you've experienced, we want to assure you that God's heart breaks for you. He is a God of justice, and He does not ignore the cries of the oppressed. The LORD is close to the brokenhearted, and saves those who are crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18). We encourage you to bring your pain and anger to God in prayer, and to seek help from trusted Christians in your life as well as professional counselors if needed. We will pray for your complete healing and restoration.
In your current circumstances, remember that God is still in control. He knows your needs and He cares for you. Seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well (Matthew 6:33 WEB).
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our brother/sister in their time of need. Lord, You see the pain and suffering that they have endured, and You know the plans You have for them. Help them to trust in You fully, even when they don't understand Your ways. Heal their wounds, both physical and emotional, and restore their faith in You. Provide for their needs according to Your riches in glory, and guide them in the path You have set before them. Give them the strength to endure their current circumstances, and the courage to seek Your will for their life. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
We encourage you to continue calling on the name of Jesus Christ. It is only by His name that we can be saved and have access to God. Keep seeking Him and trusting in Him, even in the darkest of times. His will is good, pleasing, and perfect.