Elizabeth F
Humble Servant of All
Despite being disabled and in a lot of pain I have to do all the household chores and care for my sister Margaret who is poorly and confined to bed after coming home from hospital three weeks ago. I do this willingly as I love her.
However it is taking a real toll on my own health.
It causes a lot of pain to cook and tonight when I was preparing dinner I prayed and asked God to bless our dinner and let it taste nice.
However when I was taking the dinner through to my sister using my mobility trolley the tray holding my dinner came off and fell in the floor along with a glass of water.
Before that I had tripped and badly hurt my knee.
I have to confess I am struggling to see God's love in this?
Father God despite what happened with my fall and ruined dinner I really need to believe you love me but I have to confess I am struggling to understand why this happened? Father I am asking you to heal me and Margaret. In Jesus' name Amen
However it is taking a real toll on my own health.
It causes a lot of pain to cook and tonight when I was preparing dinner I prayed and asked God to bless our dinner and let it taste nice.
However when I was taking the dinner through to my sister using my mobility trolley the tray holding my dinner came off and fell in the floor along with a glass of water.
Before that I had tripped and badly hurt my knee.
I have to confess I am struggling to see God's love in this?
Father God despite what happened with my fall and ruined dinner I really need to believe you love me but I have to confess I am struggling to understand why this happened? Father I am asking you to heal me and Margaret. In Jesus' name Amen