Rynbel
Disciple of Prayer
Guys plz take time to read this God help me. There's this guy I know .. from afar From really really afar !! He doesn't know me either, He's been on my mind since the day that I knew he exists .. I've been praying for him for no reason at all .. I just couldn't get him out of my mind .. God's somehow pushing me to pray for him I've never done this for anyone I never wakeup suddenly in the middle of the night and pray that he should win his match, I never said a whole rosary in the middle of the night just for him, I've never pushed myself to pray unless it's for him ... Whenever I prayed dearly for his matches, he won. Yesterday I was tired of all of it and I didn't pray .. his match went worse. But what is it? Why is it me? He has won many matches even before I knew him though What's it now? .. I suddenly get tears in my eyes whenever I think of him dearly .. I feel an old connection. God I love him but I'm sure this is not lust. Something beyond I can't feel it fully. Why God? Who's him? Why are we connected so suddenly? Reveal it to me God If he's your plan then I'm happy. If not I'll get away from him God.