Rynbel
Disciple of Prayer
Guys plz take time to read this God help me . There's this guy I know .. from afar From really really afar !! He doesn't know me either , He's been on my mind since day that I knew he exists .. I've been praying for him for no reason at all .. I just couldn't get him out of my mind .. God's somehow pushing me to pray for him I've never done this for anyone I never wakeup suddenly in the middle of the night and pray that he should win his match , I never said a whole rosary in the middle of the night just for him , I've never pushed myself to pray unless it's for him ... Whenever I prayed dearly for his matches , he won. Yesterday I was tired of all of it and i didn't pray ..his match went worse. But what it is ? Why is it me ? He has won many matches even before I knew him thou What's it now ? .. i suddenly get tears in my eyes whenever I think of him dearly .. I feel an old connection. God I love him but I'm sure this is not lust. Something beyond I can't feel it fully. Why god ? Who's him ? Why are we connected so suddenly? Reveal it to me god If he's your plan then I'm happy. If not I'll get away from him god.