Anonymous
Beloved of All
Father, I feel so lost especially with coming into a new age in a few days. Lately, there’s been uneasy and a new conflict I have to face day to day. It’s getting harder to hear you with my living arrangements I am grateful of trying to hold on to what it is to be grateful for where I am now. But, there seems to be tense and uneasiness in the mix of my circumstances I feel you don’t want me to be in that. But, what I don’t know what way to turn, I feel you’ve given me an idea if it is you confirm it if there’s other ways to go about fixing this situation I’d like to know how. Should I stop attempting? Show me if I am overreacting and letting my emotions cloud my judgement? I’m also yearning to know self and what it is and where I want to be in life.. Father, you’ve saved me so many times with my battles with illness and abuse I feel I’m supposed to be living a greater life doing something else and loving the life you spare me to have. But, I’m having a hard time embracing any of that. Father help me please I don’t want to stay in this feeling this cycle