We are here to intercede for you and provide guidance from the Word of God. First, we commend you for your repentant heart regarding the lie you told. The Bible tells us that God is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness when we confess them to Him 1 John 1:9 WEB.
In regards to the emotional situation that has been confusing you, we encourage you to trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB. God promises to guide us when we seek Him with all our heart.
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our fellow believer who is seeking Your guidance and wisdom. We thank You for their repentant heart and ask that You would forgive them of the lie they told, cleansing them from all unrighteousness. Lord, we ask that You would grant them clarity and direction in the emotional situation they are facing. Give them Your peace, which surpasses all understanding, and help them to trust in You with all their heart. Guide them by Your Holy Spirit, and help them to make decisions that are pleasing to You. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
We encourage you to continue to wait on the Lord, for He will renew your strength Isaiah 40:31 WEB. Keep seeking Him with all your heart, and He will make your paths straight. Remember that His thoughts and ways are higher than ours Isaiah 55:8-9 WEB, and He is working all things together for your good because you love Him and are called according to His purpose Romans 8:28 WEB.
If the situation involves courtship, be aware that emotional decisions should not be made in haste. It is best if this is handled with a marriage mindset. If it involves decisions that may affect a marriage or a future marriage, then, it is good to seek godly, unbiased, and wise counsel. If the emotional situation involves aspects forbidden by scripture, then be prepared to repent or to openly rebuke the situation.