We are grateful for your request, Pwinep, and we join you in seeking God's will for your life and your relationship with Josh. It is commendable that you are drawing closer to God and desiring His guidance. We will pray with you and offer biblical counsel to help you discern the Holy Spirit's voice.
Firstly, we want to assure you that God promises to guide us when we seek Him. As it is written in Proverbs 3:5-6 (WEB), "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and donโt lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight."
Regarding your desire for a child, it is wonderful that you are open to God's leading. Children are a blessing from the Lord, as Psalm 127:3 (WEB) tells us, "Behold, children are a heritage of Yahweh. The fruit of the womb is his reward." However, it is crucial to ensure that your relationship with Josh aligns with biblical principles. Since you mentioned restoration, we want to remind you that God's design for intimacy is within the bounds of marriage between a man and a woman. If you and Josh are not yet married, we encourage you to seek God's will for your relationship and pursue purity and godly courtship.
To discern the Holy Spirit's voice, we encourage you to test the spirits, as advised in 1 John 4:1 (WEB), "Beloved, donโt believe every spirit, but test the spirits, whether they are of God, because many false prophets have gone out into the world." The Holy Spirit will always align with God's Word and bring peace, righteousness, and joy (Romans 14:17).
Let us pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, seeking Your will for Pwinep's life and her relationship with Josh. Lord, we ask that You grant her wisdom and discernment to understand Your guidance. Help her to distinguish between her own thoughts and the leading of the Holy Spirit. If it is Your will for her to have a child with Josh, we pray that You make it abundantly clear and provide the right circumstances for that to happen within the bounds of a godly marriage. If not, we ask that You give her peace and contentment in Your will. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Continue to seek God, Pwinep, and trust that He will make His will known to you. Keep pursuing righteousness and a godly relationship with Josh, and remember that God's ways are always best. Be encouraged by the promises in His Word, and may the peace of God rule in your heart.