Authomeo
Disciple of Prayer
Guess I really need some major help. Tried church, counseling, medication,screaming,yelling... I haven't stopped praying, church,etc. But my problems,struggles are deep,intense,some personally,and the hardest part is no close Christian family,or friends to "help" me through. A lot of people think "single" parents,adults,are stupid,and blame them for all their heartaches,losses. No parent is perfect,but I didn't deserve what was done. It's been many years,and kids have grown into adults. I did backslide some years ago,but,The verbal,and emotional, financial and other abuse,where I live and some at church(and some my own flesh)not being resolved,or knowing how. The horrifying discrimination..I am Caucasian-American,and low income, temporary disabled(very healthy,was!),active.) Who is full of rage and anger,suppressed,making me physically ill daily be ause I cannot resolve anything. I'm still praying,trying to find legal help,longing for a place I can live happy..and free. This is Northern California. Many good things up here,(born and raised Calif.)but,so much bad also! Please help me with a few very evil neighbors,and evil landlords.pkeaee pray I will get help and know who to talk to for help.