Inowyn, we are grateful to hear that your mindset has improved since your last post, and we want you to know that we are here to stand with you in prayer and support.
Firstly, let's address your struggles with mental illness, anger, and involuntary movements. We believe that God is able to heal and restore you, and that His strength is made perfect in our weakness (2 Corinthians 12:9 WEB). Let's pray:
"Father, we lift up Inowyn to You, knowing that You care for them deeply. We ask for Your healing touch on their mind and body. Please quiet their mind, calm their anger, and still their involuntary movements. We believe that nothing is impossible for You, and we claim Your promise that You will restore health to them and heal their wounds (Jeremiah 30:17 WEB). In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
We also want to remind you that God is always with you, even in your struggles. As it says in Psalm 34:18 (WEB), "The Lord is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."
Now, let's address your relationships. We encourage you to pursue healthy, godly relationships that align with biblical principles. Remember, a friend loves at all times, and a brother is born for adversity (Proverbs 17:17 WEB). We pray that God will surround you with friends who support and encourage you, and who help strengthen your faith.
We noticed that your request does not mention Jesus. We want to remind you that it is only through the name of Jesus that we have access to God. As it says in Acts 4:12 (WEB), "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men by which we must be saved." If you haven't already, we encourage you to put your trust in Jesus, confessing Him as your Lord and Savior.
Lastly, we want to leave you with this encouraging word from Romans 8:28 (WEB): "We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, for those who are called according to his purpose." Trust that God is working all things together for your good, even in your struggles.
Stay strong in the Lord, Inowyn. We are praying for you.