Raxdun
Disciple of Prayer
Greetings Pastor Jerry and the NSPPD crew. My name is Keziah from Ghana. I have been praying to God for marriage for some years now but to no avail. Every guy that comes my way finds one excuse or the other to leave and I end up broken hearted. I won't deny the fact that I have been having sex with these guys and anytime I do, I have this guilt within me. But I felt if I deny them sex I will be dumped. Somewhere in October 2020, I had the courage to leave a relationship Dat was draining me and I promised God I am not going to have sex again until am married. Exactly a year after, I met another guy. Very caring, understanding, and everything a woman will need in a man. My church leader was the one who talked it into our ears that we will be good for each other, ie. character wise. So we became friends. For the first time my daddy(who is a pastor) was never against this relationship. He has been against every relationship that I have been into but this. Everything was going on perfectly until I did with him what I promised God I won't do until marriage. Things started going against me, he all of a sudden wasn't interested in me for no reason. I have asked him several times but he can't give me the exact reason he is not interested. He no longer calls me, no messages from him, no visits from him, nothing at all. We are now like strangers. These few weeks has been my worst in my entire life. I know very much that sleeping with him gave the enemy the chance to delay my marriage again because this guy in question was ready to get married to me. I have asked for forgiveness from God for not keeping my promise and I have also prayed against any evil forces that are trying to delay my destiny. Right now my prayer request is for God to bring him back into my life. I know this is the will of God for me. Because a day before his attitude changed, from nowhere I had this strong feeling to write up my prayer topics and paste them in my room and pray over that for 2months. When I did this, he asked for distance the following day. It was God asking me to pray against this separation the devil has brought between us. My prayer topics are; Win back his trust by the end of this week Whatever the plans of the enemy to make me lose him is not my portion in Jesus name I need him back into my life not as a boyfriend but as a husband The 2months fasting and prayers will end on the 10th of May, which will be exactly 6months we became friends and I want this prayer and fasting to end with a marriage proposal from him. And also I want you to help me pray over 25th of June, 2022, which is the date I want him to get married to me. I know that what God cannot do does not exist and the God of miracles is about to do a miracle in our lives(the guy and I) Secondly, I need a job. I av completed the university since 2015 and am still searching for a job. I want a job here at my current location from (Cocoa Research Institute of Ghana, I av submitted my application since 2020 March but they say I can get a job only through protocol) and the guy runs a business here, my prayer for him is that God should open his eyes to business opportunities. Whether with his current business or a new business so that after our marriage we will not depend on people. If God blesses me with these three(marriage with this guy and the job and blesses this guy financially) I promise to give an amount GHC5,000 which is equivalent to $687 to support the work of God. This is a promise I intend to keep. The name of the guy is Alexander Ayensu and I am Keziah Wiredu Thank you for remembering me in your prayers