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Prayer Partner
Greetings in Jesus name. I really thank God for this privilege to interact with you. Sir, my name is Virendra Kamble from India. I am watching the miracles God is doing through you on Youtube even sometimes joining in live prayer time. Sir, I am doing God's ministry along with Vishwa Vani, an ingenious organization from 2008. I married a widow woman in 2008 while we have been in a relationship since 2006. I have made many mistakes in my life, during all these years. Always tried to start church but always collapsed. I was a director in the organization but due to some money and family issues I was sent out of office. Sir, I don't want to hide anything from you. My wife always has doubts about me regarding money and ladies. Before 2019 I didn't have any relationship with ladies but due to wrong information my wife has blamed me in extra marital relation with one lady to all the high authorities in the organization so they have demoted me. Then I really went into depression that time I went into a relationship with one woman. She has loved me like anything and even I loved her. Man of God now I don't know what to do in life. Financially and physically mentally I Am in depression. Her husband has 3 - 4 relationships outside. He used to beat her badly. I am staying with my wife who is having 3 children all from her 1st husband. Age difference between us is 13 years. She always treats me as a small child even though I cannot meet with my family as they do not agree with me. I want your prayers and please tell me what God wants from me. I want to start my own ministry but have no support from anywhere. If I want to help others my wife always stops me and starts fighting with me. Many times I have thought of committing suicide even tried by eating many medicines together. Sir, I am totally lost in my heart and mind about what to do. Previously we were staying in Punjab and now due to all this I have shifted to Manipur(my wife's native place). After reaching here she became more aggressive, always fighting with me for money and phones. Last week her last son (with 1st husband)beated me like anything and blood started to shed from my head. I have a lot of pain in my head and chest even today. I have tried everything to make her happy but all was in vain. Sir, I don't want to stay with her anymore. Please guide me on what to do. Respected Man of God. Please pray for me and guide me what to do. I want to marry that lady and start a new life or be alone in ministry. Please guide me and pray for me. I know God will reveal to you all hidden things of my life. Also pray that the spirit of lust will leave me. Please Sir, I need your prayers badly... Looking forward to hearing from you dear Man of God.