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Tulmara
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greetings fellow prayer warriors since my last and previous requests, not much has changed excpet that i am becoming very negative and loosing interest in life there just seems no point to all that i am going thru ,the worst is having to deal with the unsecure employment i am in, i do not know where i stand month to month whether i am going to be kept on nor is the much of a future in it ther is no career fullfillment in it, the worsed is seing my wife and daughters needs and knowing that i do not have the means to meet them, and god just feels so far away at the moment, my thought life is so corrupted and that adds to the testing daily, daily i do not evenwant to face life as i find it boring and so same old same i just fail to see god's presence in all that i am going through, i try daily to commune with god yet there just does not sem to be any breakthroughs at all, right now i just do not see how my life preachers the gospel of christ because i would not follow me, i am straying away and i have no one to turn too or go to, family and friends and church have turned away and no one is interested in whetherwe fall off the face of the earth or not, should we move ever so quietly no one would know we were gone, the heat in my kitchen is too great and i have to get out how i do not know, plse pray continuously for me and god bless everyone who prays for me