Hello brothers and sisters, praise to the living God, who gives us LIFE through Christ Jesus our Lord. I believe I am being protected, and I am hopeful for God to move, and I know he will use the good as well as the bad, so I thank Him for both. I would ask that you pray for our families (our families of origin, both sides) to have hearts softened.
I hope for and pray for restoration of the relationships; however I have been feeling in the spirit (though it is a feeling so I pray for confirmation) that these relationships may never be restored, or that it might be a long time. It will have to be in God's time, so I submit to Him fully, and let go of the desire to "fix" anything in a way that makes it rely on me, this is God's battle, and I know He will fight for me. I pray for me, my husband, and my children, to be protected from any evil intentions that may come from these people. If these people will repent and become TRULY willing to restore relationship (reconcile), I pray that I am obedient if that time ever comes. With God, all things are possible.
I hope and pray, and search my heart often, hoping I am not the one in the wrong, I do not believe so, but I pray PLEASE seek for me and ask that God send continual confirmation to me that I am doing the right thing in these situations, and my husband also. If I am somehow impeding the Lord's work in my life, I ask for a softened heart and for me to have obedience and clarity on this. I pray for the truth to be clear, and for all who are willing to see, that they will see it, and repent if necessary, and if they are unwilling to repent...that my family (husband and kids) and my heart would be protected from their put-downs, and that the schemes of the evil one and his minions be thwarted completely. I pray that I will not be distracted--praise God that I have been doing much better and I feel that God is moving towards my complete restoration of my mind and my focus (once again) so that I can be useful to Him.
I pray that all false accusations, distractions, and discouragement are completely blocked by God through the mercy of Christ Jesus. I think this situation is one that God is using to grow my trust in Him, and I pray that I will no longer desire to "explain" myself to people who really do not want to listen. Rather,I feel like they use my words against me, and to condemn me.
I pray for wisdom regarding what I say. I think I need to be very careful, and I pray the Lord would prevent anything I've said from being twisted to harm me, or my reputation. I pray for the meditations of my heart and mind to be pleasing to God, and that the "imposter syndrome" would be removed from me.
I truly do love people and want the best for them...I truly want love, peace and I want to encourage those around me, I want my words to lift people up, all glory to God. I discern that many in my familial relationships, are wrongfully pulling me down and seeking to twist what I say, they often act very disrespectfully towards me, and put me down. It's as if they cannot hear what I am saying, it's like they see someone else completely, they often treat me with such contempt and neglect...I do not understand that and pray they are given the grace to really search themselves on that.
Because of my childhood I've noticed I can become easily discouraged and distracted by the put downs and cruel behaviors, of my family of origin, and I pray that all discouragement and distractions from the evil one will be cast down and removed by the powerful blood of Jesus and all the promises we are given through Him would be mine, and that I would be confident and strengthened in the Lord God, no matter the opposition. I can feel victory coming and I am thankful for your prayers here--which I feel have been mighty in pulling down these strongholds.
I pray that because I am willing, and because the Lord is always faithful--that He would search me, know me, and remove any fault from me, and my mind would be the mind of Christ, and that I would yield to the Holy Spirit's renewal of my mind and would heed it's direction, always. I rely solely on Him and the name of his mighty son Jesus, to fight on my behalf and make the situation right.
I pray that God can touch and heal all the hearts and minds of my family, in a mighty way, and I give all the glory to God and His son Jesus, our messiah. May the Lord God make me wise as a serpent but gentle as a dove in all ways. Thank you, please pray with me in agreement brothers and sisters, in the mighty name of Jesus, Amen.
I hope for and pray for restoration of the relationships; however I have been feeling in the spirit (though it is a feeling so I pray for confirmation) that these relationships may never be restored, or that it might be a long time. It will have to be in God's time, so I submit to Him fully, and let go of the desire to "fix" anything in a way that makes it rely on me, this is God's battle, and I know He will fight for me. I pray for me, my husband, and my children, to be protected from any evil intentions that may come from these people. If these people will repent and become TRULY willing to restore relationship (reconcile), I pray that I am obedient if that time ever comes. With God, all things are possible.
I hope and pray, and search my heart often, hoping I am not the one in the wrong, I do not believe so, but I pray PLEASE seek for me and ask that God send continual confirmation to me that I am doing the right thing in these situations, and my husband also. If I am somehow impeding the Lord's work in my life, I ask for a softened heart and for me to have obedience and clarity on this. I pray for the truth to be clear, and for all who are willing to see, that they will see it, and repent if necessary, and if they are unwilling to repent...that my family (husband and kids) and my heart would be protected from their put-downs, and that the schemes of the evil one and his minions be thwarted completely. I pray that I will not be distracted--praise God that I have been doing much better and I feel that God is moving towards my complete restoration of my mind and my focus (once again) so that I can be useful to Him.
I pray that all false accusations, distractions, and discouragement are completely blocked by God through the mercy of Christ Jesus. I think this situation is one that God is using to grow my trust in Him, and I pray that I will no longer desire to "explain" myself to people who really do not want to listen. Rather,I feel like they use my words against me, and to condemn me.
I pray for wisdom regarding what I say. I think I need to be very careful, and I pray the Lord would prevent anything I've said from being twisted to harm me, or my reputation. I pray for the meditations of my heart and mind to be pleasing to God, and that the "imposter syndrome" would be removed from me.
I truly do love people and want the best for them...I truly want love, peace and I want to encourage those around me, I want my words to lift people up, all glory to God. I discern that many in my familial relationships, are wrongfully pulling me down and seeking to twist what I say, they often act very disrespectfully towards me, and put me down. It's as if they cannot hear what I am saying, it's like they see someone else completely, they often treat me with such contempt and neglect...I do not understand that and pray they are given the grace to really search themselves on that.
Because of my childhood I've noticed I can become easily discouraged and distracted by the put downs and cruel behaviors, of my family of origin, and I pray that all discouragement and distractions from the evil one will be cast down and removed by the powerful blood of Jesus and all the promises we are given through Him would be mine, and that I would be confident and strengthened in the Lord God, no matter the opposition. I can feel victory coming and I am thankful for your prayers here--which I feel have been mighty in pulling down these strongholds.
I pray that because I am willing, and because the Lord is always faithful--that He would search me, know me, and remove any fault from me, and my mind would be the mind of Christ, and that I would yield to the Holy Spirit's renewal of my mind and would heed it's direction, always. I rely solely on Him and the name of his mighty son Jesus, to fight on my behalf and make the situation right.
I pray that God can touch and heal all the hearts and minds of my family, in a mighty way, and I give all the glory to God and His son Jesus, our messiah. May the Lord God make me wise as a serpent but gentle as a dove in all ways. Thank you, please pray with me in agreement brothers and sisters, in the mighty name of Jesus, Amen.