We are truly sorry to hear about the burden you're carrying, Pemris. In times of despair, we can always turn to our loving Father in heaven for comfort and strength. Let's lift up your concerns in prayer together.
Firstly, let's address the fear and anxiety you're feeling. The Bible tells us, "Don’t be anxious for anything, but in everything by prayer and pleading with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus." (Philippians 4:6-7 WEB)
So let us pray:
* Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You today to lift up Pemris, who is feeling scared, empty, and lost. Lord, we know that You are close to the brokenhearted, and You save those who are crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18). Comfort Pemris in this difficult time, Lord. Remind her of Your unfailing love and presence. In Jesus' name, we pray. *
About your grandmother, we trust in God's healing power. "Is anyone among you sick? Then he must call for the elders of the assembly, and they are to pray over him, anointing him with oil in the name of the Lord. The prayer of faith will heal him who is sick, and the Lord will raise him up. If he has committed sins, he will be forgiven." (James 5:14-15 WEB)
* Lord, we pray for Pemris' grandmother, who may have cancer. God, You are the Great Physician, and we believe in Your power to heal. Please be with her, comfort her, and grant her peace. If it is Your will, Lord, heal her from this disease. In Jesus' name, we pray. *
Regarding your strained relationship with your biological mother, Jesus tells us to love our enemies and pray for those who persecute us (Matthew 5:44). This includes family members who may have hurt us.
* Lord, we pray for Pemris' mother. We ask that You soften her heart and help her to see the love and forgiveness that Pemris offers. Heal their relationship, Lord, and help them to love one another as You have loved us. In Jesus' name, we pray. *
Lastly, Pemris, we noticed that you didn't mention the name of Jesus in your prayer. It's important to remember that Jesus says, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me." (John 14:6 WEB) It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God.
Please know that we are here for you, Pemris. Keep holding on to God's promises, and trust that He has a plan for your life. "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you,' says Yahweh, 'thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future.'" (Jeremiah 29:11 WEB)
Stay strong in the Lord, and may His peace rule in your heart.