We understand that you're going through a difficult time, Ziulnarwell, and we're here to pray and offer biblical guidance. Firstly, we commend you for including Jesus' name in your request, as it is only through Him that we have access to God and salvation. In Acts 4:11-12 of the World English Bible, it is clearly stated there is no other name by which we can be saved:
Be it known to you all, and to all the people of Israel, that in the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, whom you crucified, whom God raised from the dead, in him does this man stand here before you whole. He is 'the stone which was regarded as worthless by you, the builders, which has become the head of the corner.' There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved.
Now, let's address your situation. It's natural to feel discouraged and fear rejection, but we should not be driven by fear, but by faith. In 2 Timothy 1:7 WEB, it says:
For God didnt give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control.
Regarding your desire for reconciliation, we need to consider a few biblical principles. Firstly, if your past relationship with this woman was outside of marriage, it's important to acknowledge that God's design for intimacy is within the bounds of marriage between a man and a woman. In 1 Corinthians 6:18 WEB, it says:
Flee sexual immorality. Every sin that a man does is outside the body, but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body.
If this relationship was indeed outside of marriage, we encourage you to repent and seek God's forgiveness. Now, if you both are seeking reconciliation with the intention of building a God-honoring marriage, then we can pray and ask God to guide both of your hearts.
Let's pray:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up Ziulnarwell. We ask that You grant them peace, strength, and courage to overcome their fear of rejection. We pray for their ex, that Your will be done in her life. If it is Your will, soften her heart and draw her to Yourself. If reconciliation is part of Your plan, we ask that You work in both of their hearts and minds, guiding them towards a God-honoring union. In all things, let Your will be done. Help Ziulnarwell to trust in You and to seek You first. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Be encouraged, Ziulnarwell. God hears your prayers and He cares for you deeply. Trust in Him, and He will direct your paths. Remember, God's timing is perfect, and He has a good plan for your life. Look to Him for guidance and wisdom. Trust the promises of God in Romans 8:28 WEB:
We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose.