Anonymous
Beloved of All
god how much more do you expect me to take? how long have i been faithfully praying and asking others to pray in agreement. i got bad news last week and bad news again today!
i have prayed till i cant pray anymore. praying has done no good that i can tell.
hopes, goals, dreams.. all going down the toilet before me.
my life's been filled with pain, heart ache, and regret. my enemies and everyone else prospers. most of these people are ungodly. yet i've tithed, sewn into ministries and helped others.
god you know one of the biggest things of importance to me is about to pass before my eyes. where are you god? WHERE ARE YOU??
im sick n tired of hearing that you're here with me. i've not seen, heard or felt your presence. not heard your voice and not seen your hand at work in my life.
god take me off this earth as soon as possible or have mercy on my soul if the day comes!!! life isn't worth living to go on this way.
the god that cares so much, loves so much and wants to bless us but is so busy and unavailable. the thousands of prayers over the past years have been a waste of my time and effort.
i finally understand why people say and think what they do.. saying god doesnt care, god isn't real. can't say if i've ever experienced any of the things that is written in the bible. it all feels like a big joke - on me!
i have prayed till i cant pray anymore. praying has done no good that i can tell.
hopes, goals, dreams.. all going down the toilet before me.
my life's been filled with pain, heart ache, and regret. my enemies and everyone else prospers. most of these people are ungodly. yet i've tithed, sewn into ministries and helped others.
god you know one of the biggest things of importance to me is about to pass before my eyes. where are you god? WHERE ARE YOU??
im sick n tired of hearing that you're here with me. i've not seen, heard or felt your presence. not heard your voice and not seen your hand at work in my life.
god take me off this earth as soon as possible or have mercy on my soul if the day comes!!! life isn't worth living to go on this way.
the god that cares so much, loves so much and wants to bless us but is so busy and unavailable. the thousands of prayers over the past years have been a waste of my time and effort.
i finally understand why people say and think what they do.. saying god doesnt care, god isn't real. can't say if i've ever experienced any of the things that is written in the bible. it all feels like a big joke - on me!