Anonymous
Beloved of All
Got a "positive" test result from my "COLOGUARD" test. Could be something else,but I'm so very nervous and scared,to be honest. I'm 61 year old female... In what I,and others would think pretty good health(to an extent). Bu my dad,AND one older sister have already died from colon cancer (two siblings,& a mother still living). I guess I have to have the full colonoscopy now( never had one for many reasons). First time. Thing is, I've had so many other major problems last several years.. including anaphylactic shock three months ago!!(never before..almost died!). But,mainly,I just haven't been able to get close to,or connect closely with ANYONE..family or "sisters" in the Lord .for years..,and so stressed out,and alone day after day after day about so many things. Trying to accept God's truths,mercy,etc. Especially after backsliding awhile back. So lost and alone... trying different churches..but now this. Was trying to get well of emotional stuff,now this. Anyway,please pray for my estranged adult "kids" salvation too.AND my "restoration & assurance of my salvation also. So confused about what's wrong with me in other ways anyway too,thanks