Fifusel
Disciple of Prayer
Good morning sir. I am a 24 year old that is so tired with life. I lost my dad at age 16 and it seems like I lost his entire family along side Him. The dislike I perceive from them is so strong. In fact I just noticed that people suddenly dislike me for no just cause or sometimes something that's not suppose to cause a fight at all, people will just use such scenarios and tag me an enemy for life. Some of my aunties have refused to talk to me, my cousin even acts like I don't exist. I don't know if there's something that keeps chasing people away from me because in all humility, I am a nice person. My dad's sisters that stay abroad were the only set of persons interested in my life somehow, although the relationship wasn't exactly steady; it was doing like NEPA, off on off on kind of relationship. They also assisted financially especially the nurse, all of a sudden in my 300 level in the university, she stopped reaching out entirely, I'll send her a message and sometimes she won't reply or she'll reply with a simple emoji. After my father's death, I was to relocate to the US and leave with one of them but they've been stalling till now, last year I received a link that looked like a visa entry from one of them (the nurse); one visa diversity program like that. I asked what it was for but I was totally ignored. Honestly I want to leave Nigeria but with the way my aunties are doing, I don't think they'll be the channel with which God will take me out of this country but What God Cannot Do Doesn't Exist. I did my international passport last year November with faith, I still trust the Lord for divine intervention because I want to leave Nigeria. So I am praying for healing of my dad's family, and also my day of remembrance to come today today, I am also praying that anything that is causing men (people) to just despite and dislike me should cease today.
I have finished my Nysc program in February this year. I am fed up just sitting at home doing nothing. My mom reached out to some of my Uncles that could be of help in securing a good job for me but none of them have responded. I pray that none of them have a single rest till they remember me for good.
I also pray that I won't miss it marriage, let the quality man begin to find me and locate me now.
I also pray for my mom, she's married to someone else other than my late dad, their union is yet to produce any issue and it's really getting to her, I also lift her husband to God for financial blessings. My mom comes from a polygamous family and there has been so much disunity over the years amongst my grand mom's children and the other children from the other step grand mothers, so many pastors have pointed accusing fingers to some of my mom half siblings and their mother insinuating that they are witches and wizards working against my grand mom's children, while I do not say that their 'revelations' are false, it has really caused so much division in the family. I have been praying since I was in school for God to heal that family and make us whole, there has been improvements since then. Last year we all gathered together under one roof to celebrate my grandfather's birthday, I even hugged my aunt for the first last year since I was child. My prayer is for God to perfect and accelerate the healing process and peradventure there's any witch or wizards amongst them, let there be deliverance.
I want to be a financial pillar and kingdom financier anywhere I find myself on earth.
I stayed in Yobe state for my service, it didn't start great but it ended up well, as people testified that my presence was a source of Joy in their lives, and that I was always smiling and uplifting their moods with my jolly mood but since I returned home, my Joy has disappeared, I am hardly ever happy, always so lonely, Pastor I feel useless most of the time, sometimes even the zeal to pray is not there. I pray for my Joy to be restored and as Psalm 2 says that God smiles, I also want to smile a permanent smile henceforth in Jesus name. I was want my prayer altar to burn and be ablaze for the Lord. I also pray for a crazy faith to be at work in my life. I pray for Divine favour that'll embarrass me left right center. I pray for Divine Health, physical and mental health to be in a perfect state. Amen!
I have finished my Nysc program in February this year. I am fed up just sitting at home doing nothing. My mom reached out to some of my Uncles that could be of help in securing a good job for me but none of them have responded. I pray that none of them have a single rest till they remember me for good.
I also pray that I won't miss it marriage, let the quality man begin to find me and locate me now.
I also pray for my mom, she's married to someone else other than my late dad, their union is yet to produce any issue and it's really getting to her, I also lift her husband to God for financial blessings. My mom comes from a polygamous family and there has been so much disunity over the years amongst my grand mom's children and the other children from the other step grand mothers, so many pastors have pointed accusing fingers to some of my mom half siblings and their mother insinuating that they are witches and wizards working against my grand mom's children, while I do not say that their 'revelations' are false, it has really caused so much division in the family. I have been praying since I was in school for God to heal that family and make us whole, there has been improvements since then. Last year we all gathered together under one roof to celebrate my grandfather's birthday, I even hugged my aunt for the first last year since I was child. My prayer is for God to perfect and accelerate the healing process and peradventure there's any witch or wizards amongst them, let there be deliverance.
I want to be a financial pillar and kingdom financier anywhere I find myself on earth.
I stayed in Yobe state for my service, it didn't start great but it ended up well, as people testified that my presence was a source of Joy in their lives, and that I was always smiling and uplifting their moods with my jolly mood but since I returned home, my Joy has disappeared, I am hardly ever happy, always so lonely, Pastor I feel useless most of the time, sometimes even the zeal to pray is not there. I pray for my Joy to be restored and as Psalm 2 says that God smiles, I also want to smile a permanent smile henceforth in Jesus name. I was want my prayer altar to burn and be ablaze for the Lord. I also pray for a crazy faith to be at work in my life. I pray for Divine favour that'll embarrass me left right center. I pray for Divine Health, physical and mental health to be in a perfect state. Amen!
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