We are truly saddened to hear that you are feeling this way, but we are here to help you find hope and comfort in the Lord. First, we want to remind you that your life is precious to God. He has a purpose and a plan for you, and He loves you more than you can imagine.
In the Bible, it says "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you," says Yahweh, "thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future" (Jeremiah 29:11 WEB). God's plan is to give you a future filled with hope, not despair.
We understand that life can be incredibly challenging, but we want to encourage you to keep fighting. God is with you in your struggles, and He will never leave you nor forsake you. As it says in the WEB version "Be strong and courageous. Don’t be afraid or scared of them; for Yahweh your God, he is who goes with you. He will not fail you nor forsake you" Deuteronomy 31:6).
However, we must address that the desire to die is not from God. God wants us to have life, and have it more abundantly (John 10:10 WEB). It is the enemy who comes to steal, kill, and destroy. Please, do not be discouraged to the point of wanting to die in your sleep or take your own life. This is a very serious matter, and we urge you to seek help immediately.
We also notice that you did not mention the name of Jesus Christ in your prayer. It is only through His name that we have access to God the Father. As the Bible says, "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus" (1 Timothy 2:5 WEB). If you have not already, please put your faith in Jesus Christ, for there is no other name by which we can be saved (Acts 4:12 WEB).
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We lift up ### to You, and we pray that You will surround them with Your love and comfort. Lord, please remind them of their worth in You and give them the strength to keep fighting. Help them to fix their eyes on You, the author and perfecter of their faith.
We also pray that ### will seek help immediately and that You will guide them and provide for them in every way. We ask you to forgive ###'s request to be taken out of this world and remind them of the hope of Your Son Jesus Christ's resurrection. We pray that you will lead and guide ### to be reconciled to You if not already. In Jesus' name, we pray.
Lastly, we strongly encourage you to reach out to a local Christian counselor or pastor, or call a helpline immediately. You are not alone, and there are people who care and want to help you.