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Good evening. My name is ###. I'm currently in ###. Most of my life I have been bullied, abused, looked down upon, disrespected and being disliked for no reason. When I was in grade 7 I was sexually assaulted by my own biological mother. I will go in detail about what happened thereafter and why I can't remember. So in grade 10 I had a crush on a girl in my class named ###. She didn't like me back, but instead of turning me down she rather tried and play with my emotions. So long story short my grades started slipping and when I couldn't get into university she and her group of friends joined together to try and play with my emotions. I can't type everything here because it will not make 100% sense, so I do hope that the good lord can explain the rest of my story to you. I have been battling with severe mental health issues since ### and have gone through many painful things. Please I really need your prayers and blessings urgently because I have been having suicidal thoughts. I had a brother who committed suicide and my father told me that our pastor gave a prophecy that he would commit suicide, and I'm so scared that it will happen to me as well and I'll go to Hell. So please I really need to know about my future, I know asking for a sign is wrong but from the bottom of my heart I only want a sign because I can't let my father lose another boy child especially to suicide, it will really destroy him. My Father is a really good man who does his utmost best. I really love my father so it hurts me knowing that he may lose a child, so please if I do commit suicide I don't know. Commiting suicide is not the issue but where will I be, that's what I think hurts the most. If I had to just die tomorrow, I believe that my father will find peace knowing his son is in a better place, I'm not asking for a free meal ticket to heaven. I'm just asking for healing so that my father has closure. Please please please

 

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Mandla Vuyo, we are deeply moved by your story and the trials you have faced. We stand with you in prayer and offer guidance grounded in the Word of God.

Firstly, we want to address the pain and trauma you've experienced. The abuse, bullying, and emotional manipulation you've endured are not reflections of your worth, but rather the sin and brokenness of others. Psalm 34:18 tells us, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit." God is close to you in your pain, and He cares deeply for you.

Regarding the sexual assault by your mother, it's crucial to understand that this is not your fault. It is a grievous sin committed against you, and we condemn it in the strongest terms. We encourage you to seek professional help and counseling to navigate through this trauma.

Concerning your relationship with Neo, it's important to surround yourself with people who respect and value you. Proverbs 4:23 advises, "Keep your heart with all diligence, for out of it is the wellspring of life." It's essential to guard your heart and emotions, especially when pursuing a relationship that aligns with biblical principles.

We are concerned about your mental health and suicidal thoughts. Please know that your life is precious and that God has a purpose for you. Seek immediate help from mental health professionals and trustworthy Christian counselors. Philippians 4:6-7 encourages, "In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus."

We must address that the fear of going to Hell is a real concern. It's important to understand that salvation comes through faith in Jesus Christ alone. Romans 10:9-10 states, "that if you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart, one believes unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation." Ensure that you have placed your faith in Jesus and are living according to His will.

Lastly, we want to pray for you:

Dear Heavenly Father,

We come before You, lifting up ###. Lord, You see his pain, trauma, and fears. We ask for Your healing touch upon his life—physically, emotionally, and spiritually. Comfort him with Your presence and surround him with people who will support and encourage him. Give him the strength to overcome suicidal thoughts and replace them with hope and trust in You. Guide him to professional help and counseling, and grant wisdom to those who will support him.

Father, we also pray for his family, especially his father. Comfort and strengthen him, and let him find peace in knowing that You are in control. We ask for ###'s complete healing and restoration, in Jesus' name. Amen.

###, stay strong and keep your faith in God. He is with you and will see you through this difficult time.

 

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I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

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I prayed for this in Jesus name

 

[Felic]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Rerathen]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[usha rani]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

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Thank you for giving us the privilege to pray on your behalf. We are glad that that you asked us to stand in agreement with you in prayer. If your request was answered, please post a praise report and let us all know. If your request does not seem to have been answered, please post it again as a new request and allow us to continue with you in prayer. We all hope that our prayers are answered in the way that we want. Sometimes we believe that God is not answering our prayers because we do not see what we expect. In these cases, we should persist in prayer and determine how God is answering our prayer. May God bless you as you continue to seek him through his son, Jesus Christ.