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Disciple of Prayer
Good evening,
My name is Christine. I am a mother of five. A 26 year old who lives in NY, where we are originally from. Two adopted children who I had since birth, 15 & 10, and my youngest, Gabriella Grace who is now 4. My prayer request is for help in every way. I was told to contact every tele-evangelist I could by a therapist, to have prayers sent up everywhere. I will try to make this as quick as possible though it may not be that simple. My daughter, who is now four was being touched sexually by her father and also given cough syrup & melatonin every time he had her to put her to sleep. There were many things my daughter has told me on more than one occasion. It started at age 2. The worst of it, the father got away with it. When my daughter was interviewed (which only takes place one time at Children’s Alliance) she did not open up and talk. The protection of abuse was dropped. We were not even allowed to speak in the court room. The father works in law enforcement as a correction officer. He had a well-known law enforcement lawyer represent him and also threaten to file charges against me (false allegations) if I pursued. Father knows some of these judges and people from his line of work. He always threatened me with that in the past and when I broke up the engagement in 2011. Now, I saw and experienced it. To make matters even worst, when my daughter did finally tell an officer what her dad was doing to her and why she didn’t want to go with him, the officer turned around and said he does not believe that and feels my 10 year coerced my four year old to say that! The devil is a liar!
With the court order that was in place before all of this, I have to hand my daughter over to him for 2 overnights a week. Father has groomed the child and is trying to make her believe the things she told me never happened. Yet she has also told me the father has apologized to her for lying about me and her and saying bad things about us. My daughter is in play therapy yet still does not tell anyone anything. I pray for her, I anoint her with oil, I plead the blood of Jesus over her and the rest of the children daily. I am in so so much debt. I have been in and out of court since 2012 when we went for custody. This 2nd sexual content came out in sept 25, 2015. And I have been fighting a losing battle. The Lord has had so much mercy over him, I don’t know why. A child is innocent. A child loves both their mother and father. How could he do this to her? And still continue to instill negative things and lies to her after he had so much mercy and favor given to him? I do my best for my daughter. I pray with her. I have read her books about inappropriate touches as they have done at play therapy. But she has been told by father and one of his other daughters if she tells, he will go to jail and she and I are going to hell. He showed her pictures of hell. He has taken her to his job, a prison! All this is traumatic to her and she will not tell anyone else! When she did tell, the officer turned and said he does not believe that! He tells my daughter he is a cop. He is not. He is a correction officer. All of this is so so hard. I feel so depleted. I had to stop going to school for my RN license. I fell into so much debt. I was suppose to buy the house we are living in by Jan/Feb was not able to do that either. I have fallen so far behind and can’t catch up. My son can’t get around without me constantly dropping off and picking up to work. He is trying so hard as well but does not have any support. He loves basketball, yet he is so broken himself from his own dad abandoning him even before we moved to PA. He was 3. I have tried to reach out. But its always the same thing, broken promises. My other children do not have their father involved in their lives either. These young men need help too! They are all good kids. I am trying so hard and I am feeling like I am going under. I need help! I am so so broken for these children. If I never made or received another dime but that these children were taken care of, not just monetary but in Spirit, emotions, Godly men to take them under their wing, to be strengthened in the Lord, to be loved like they matter, because they do matter!! I can only give so much. They need Godly men in their lives with right motives that don’t include me. My health is acting up. My heart is acting up. I do know stress can do this. But I have no health insurance and have not gone to get myself checked due to being so backed up in debt. My rent is late every month. Really late. Every year my income taxes have gone to lawyers for the past few years. I do work & receive support for my daughter, however I have been in debt for so so long I have not been able to catch up. I keep telling myself I am alright. I am blessed and know I have so much more than others. I often look on ways and who I can bless. A lot of times I can’t even do that. I have made meals, invited people over, pray for others. I reach out to others but time is so limited with what I can do. I have enrolled myself and 2 daughters into worship dance when all this started and I can’t keep making the payments. I am living negative to negative each week. I have cut down so much, sold so many things and still have not caught up. It’s come down to possibly selling the car, moving again (though the children love this house. I like it too). The prior house we were suppose to buy went into foreclosure without my knowledge. We slept on airbeds for 3 1/2 months and put stuff in storage till we found another place. Where we came from, I don’t want to go back. The public schools here are safer and the education is 100’x better.
I personally feel like a failure. I have failed these kids. I have a horrible taste in my mouth. God has entrusted me with these children, so why am I getting attacked so hard? I do know nothing in life is easy and we have to fight on our knees, but then we have to act to? Don’t we? Please excuse the many personal details in this prayer request/letter but I am desperate. I was instructed to do this, so I am following through. I am tired of living like this and my pride is shot. I know there is more and we are not living up to that. I ask for fasting and daily prayers for these children and myself.
I thank God for you and your ministry. It is hearing you preach and teach the word of God that has brought me and my children through a lot of turmoil and lonely times. Your ministry has blessed me and has helped me maintain when I thought I could not go on. I share your messages when I can to others in hopes they will find true life and the one true Savior, JESUS.
Thank you kindly,
Christine Falu
My name is Christine. I am a mother of five. A 26 year old who lives in NY, where we are originally from. Two adopted children who I had since birth, 15 & 10, and my youngest, Gabriella Grace who is now 4. My prayer request is for help in every way. I was told to contact every tele-evangelist I could by a therapist, to have prayers sent up everywhere. I will try to make this as quick as possible though it may not be that simple. My daughter, who is now four was being touched sexually by her father and also given cough syrup & melatonin every time he had her to put her to sleep. There were many things my daughter has told me on more than one occasion. It started at age 2. The worst of it, the father got away with it. When my daughter was interviewed (which only takes place one time at Children’s Alliance) she did not open up and talk. The protection of abuse was dropped. We were not even allowed to speak in the court room. The father works in law enforcement as a correction officer. He had a well-known law enforcement lawyer represent him and also threaten to file charges against me (false allegations) if I pursued. Father knows some of these judges and people from his line of work. He always threatened me with that in the past and when I broke up the engagement in 2011. Now, I saw and experienced it. To make matters even worst, when my daughter did finally tell an officer what her dad was doing to her and why she didn’t want to go with him, the officer turned around and said he does not believe that and feels my 10 year coerced my four year old to say that! The devil is a liar!
With the court order that was in place before all of this, I have to hand my daughter over to him for 2 overnights a week. Father has groomed the child and is trying to make her believe the things she told me never happened. Yet she has also told me the father has apologized to her for lying about me and her and saying bad things about us. My daughter is in play therapy yet still does not tell anyone anything. I pray for her, I anoint her with oil, I plead the blood of Jesus over her and the rest of the children daily. I am in so so much debt. I have been in and out of court since 2012 when we went for custody. This 2nd sexual content came out in sept 25, 2015. And I have been fighting a losing battle. The Lord has had so much mercy over him, I don’t know why. A child is innocent. A child loves both their mother and father. How could he do this to her? And still continue to instill negative things and lies to her after he had so much mercy and favor given to him? I do my best for my daughter. I pray with her. I have read her books about inappropriate touches as they have done at play therapy. But she has been told by father and one of his other daughters if she tells, he will go to jail and she and I are going to hell. He showed her pictures of hell. He has taken her to his job, a prison! All this is traumatic to her and she will not tell anyone else! When she did tell, the officer turned and said he does not believe that! He tells my daughter he is a cop. He is not. He is a correction officer. All of this is so so hard. I feel so depleted. I had to stop going to school for my RN license. I fell into so much debt. I was suppose to buy the house we are living in by Jan/Feb was not able to do that either. I have fallen so far behind and can’t catch up. My son can’t get around without me constantly dropping off and picking up to work. He is trying so hard as well but does not have any support. He loves basketball, yet he is so broken himself from his own dad abandoning him even before we moved to PA. He was 3. I have tried to reach out. But its always the same thing, broken promises. My other children do not have their father involved in their lives either. These young men need help too! They are all good kids. I am trying so hard and I am feeling like I am going under. I need help! I am so so broken for these children. If I never made or received another dime but that these children were taken care of, not just monetary but in Spirit, emotions, Godly men to take them under their wing, to be strengthened in the Lord, to be loved like they matter, because they do matter!! I can only give so much. They need Godly men in their lives with right motives that don’t include me. My health is acting up. My heart is acting up. I do know stress can do this. But I have no health insurance and have not gone to get myself checked due to being so backed up in debt. My rent is late every month. Really late. Every year my income taxes have gone to lawyers for the past few years. I do work & receive support for my daughter, however I have been in debt for so so long I have not been able to catch up. I keep telling myself I am alright. I am blessed and know I have so much more than others. I often look on ways and who I can bless. A lot of times I can’t even do that. I have made meals, invited people over, pray for others. I reach out to others but time is so limited with what I can do. I have enrolled myself and 2 daughters into worship dance when all this started and I can’t keep making the payments. I am living negative to negative each week. I have cut down so much, sold so many things and still have not caught up. It’s come down to possibly selling the car, moving again (though the children love this house. I like it too). The prior house we were suppose to buy went into foreclosure without my knowledge. We slept on airbeds for 3 1/2 months and put stuff in storage till we found another place. Where we came from, I don’t want to go back. The public schools here are safer and the education is 100’x better.
I personally feel like a failure. I have failed these kids. I have a horrible taste in my mouth. God has entrusted me with these children, so why am I getting attacked so hard? I do know nothing in life is easy and we have to fight on our knees, but then we have to act to? Don’t we? Please excuse the many personal details in this prayer request/letter but I am desperate. I was instructed to do this, so I am following through. I am tired of living like this and my pride is shot. I know there is more and we are not living up to that. I ask for fasting and daily prayers for these children and myself.
I thank God for you and your ministry. It is hearing you preach and teach the word of God that has brought me and my children through a lot of turmoil and lonely times. Your ministry has blessed me and has helped me maintain when I thought I could not go on. I share your messages when I can to others in hopes they will find true life and the one true Savior, JESUS.
Thank you kindly,
Christine Falu
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