Ojaroki
Disciple of Prayer
Good day my brothers and sisters in Christ. I just want to humbly thank you for your prayers after my first request.
There was no communication between me and my husband until this morning. He came to look for me at my parents house. I thought he came to pick our son for daycare but to my surprise he said I: I am not here to fight but I only to ask you for some documents because he wants to file for divorce. I was shocked and hurt but I braved myself and all I could get out was a simple okay. After he left I prayed and I think it was the Holy Spirit who guide me because I started to write him a letter. An apology letter for my wrong doings and my contributions to our failed marriage. I never blame him or point out any of his wrong doings and contributions in our marriage that's falling apart because the God in me didnt wanted me to blame anyone or anything. I even quote to him the scriptures Proverb 13 and 14 in the letter of what God expected from me as a wife and a mother. I gave him the letter together with the documents he requested from me and I humbly asked him to please read the letter and he agreed.
I once again ask for you as my brothers and sisters to help me pray to restore my marriage and that God will soften his heart towards me and our family. I hope and pray that he will read the letter thoroughly and that he will atleast give me a reply.
The reason for writing him the letter is because we cant have a decent conversation anymore it always ends up in a fight. And also the fact that my husband taught me if you dont have the heart to talk to me write a letter and express yourself and that is exactly what I did something I learned from him.
There was no communication between me and my husband until this morning. He came to look for me at my parents house. I thought he came to pick our son for daycare but to my surprise he said I: I am not here to fight but I only to ask you for some documents because he wants to file for divorce. I was shocked and hurt but I braved myself and all I could get out was a simple okay. After he left I prayed and I think it was the Holy Spirit who guide me because I started to write him a letter. An apology letter for my wrong doings and my contributions to our failed marriage. I never blame him or point out any of his wrong doings and contributions in our marriage that's falling apart because the God in me didnt wanted me to blame anyone or anything. I even quote to him the scriptures Proverb 13 and 14 in the letter of what God expected from me as a wife and a mother. I gave him the letter together with the documents he requested from me and I humbly asked him to please read the letter and he agreed.
I once again ask for you as my brothers and sisters to help me pray to restore my marriage and that God will soften his heart towards me and our family. I hope and pray that he will read the letter thoroughly and that he will atleast give me a reply.
The reason for writing him the letter is because we cant have a decent conversation anymore it always ends up in a fight. And also the fact that my husband taught me if you dont have the heart to talk to me write a letter and express yourself and that is exactly what I did something I learned from him.