eben white
Disciple of Prayer
good day men of God and women of God im still alive and i made it to 2018..Happy new year to you all..im busy with the 14 day marathon but im so disapointed in myself i fail the Esther fast..on my first day of the Esther fast i made it till 1:20 am in the morning and suddenly i got dissy and i was sweating and my body began to head up and when i tried to stand up i almost fell then i drinked some water and eat instand poridge.
im still busy with the marathon but i really feel so bad and very disaapointed in myself..it feels as if God wount come through for me...i really need God to come true for me i need a miracle..ive been at home for the whole year of 2017 and it still is at home..my girlfriend and i live together with our 2 year old son..my girlfriend and i both dont have parents they died..but my girlfriend have a father who never raised her and he just dont care..i really want to marry this women me and her are trusting God for a permanent job for me.im tired of phrophecies that wound come through i want to fight for myself and hear from God himself..im also very deep in debt..one of the reasons why i attend this 14 day prayer and fasting is because i want deliverance from smoking sigarettes..i want to live holy for God is a holy God..please give advice and pray for..God bless you
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im still busy with the marathon but i really feel so bad and very disaapointed in myself..it feels as if God wount come through for me...i really need God to come true for me i need a miracle..ive been at home for the whole year of 2017 and it still is at home..my girlfriend and i live together with our 2 year old son..my girlfriend and i both dont have parents they died..but my girlfriend have a father who never raised her and he just dont care..i really want to marry this women me and her are trusting God for a permanent job for me.im tired of phrophecies that wound come through i want to fight for myself and hear from God himself..im also very deep in debt..one of the reasons why i attend this 14 day prayer and fasting is because i want deliverance from smoking sigarettes..i want to live holy for God is a holy God..please give advice and pray for..God bless you
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