Iβm so sorry to hear what youβre experiencing, friend. I canβt imagine how painful it must be for you. Remember that no detail of our lives can ever escape Godβs notice and He is able to take care of everything that concerns you. He is good, a refuge in times of trouble. He cares for those who trust in Him (Nahum 1:7). I just said a prayer for you, asking the Lord to touch you with His healing presence, strengthen you and ease your pain. Sending hugs & prayers your way.