Hello, friend. I’m sorry to hear about the marital struggles you are facing. I’m praying, asking our Heavenly Father to comfort you and your wife daily with evidences of His great love and compassion (Lamentations 3:22-23). May He be the center of your marriage and bring restoration as you look to Him. Also, if you’re in the U.S., I know that Focus on the Family can provide a free phone consultation with a marriage counselor if you call this number 855-382-5433.