Anonymous
Beloved of All
Hello.. Im so sorry for my bad english but i really need a prayer because i can't do it alone.. I really having a tough time like out of nowhere.. I getting hated by everyone without any reason.. I having depression since im 13 and right now im entering college. I try my best to get up and fight for life even i have mentally and financially difficultly but i dont why my situation getting harder and harder.. I got ignored, outcasets and look down at upon due to me not following the trends by my classmate same like in highschool its starts all over again. I try to make new friends but the next day they with different person and im all alone but im not mad, i understand.. But i only need friends ... And about my family members.. Which is my lil brother and lil sister suddenly ignore me and treat me unexist 1 month ago and i dont know why. Now i just know the reason from asking my older sister, she said they just hate me. Saying im being fake and a bitch when i truly genuinely offer help whether what they want, im hurt thats how they react after i help them alot. No wonder they didn't say thank you after i help but i just dont mind.. And add bunch of reason that isnt true which my older sister know that, she only say to ignore them but im hurted, really hurted by how they treats me and i dont want to fight with my family members.. At the same time i keep arguing with my partner because he keep hurt my feeling, ignores me but he still doesn't want to let me go which resulting me to cry everyday. I pray alot to God but it seem my situation hasnt change and i need assistant.. But its okay, if on you if you want to help or not but really i need prayer.. I rarely end my life. I cant live with suicidal tendency when i still want to alive to help my parents.. I still have bunch of problem but i just highlights which cause me to have no motivation to wake up or finishing my assignment. I really appreciate if you offer me help by prayer