We understand that you are seeking God's will and redemption from all curses according to Deuteronomy 28:59, and healing according to Isaiah 53:5. You've also mentioned your desire for a boyfriend that stays and becomes your husband, and for happiness with someone good for your lifetime. Let's address these points together in prayer and biblical guidance. Oh, and we need to address a couple of very important issues.
Firstly, we want to remind you that it is through the name of Jesus Christ that we have access to God. As it is written in Acts 4:12 WEB: "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved." So please understand that praying to God without mentioning Jesus Christ is not an act of submission to Jesus.
Secondly, we must address that the goal of a Christian is not to have a boyfriend and a worldly lifestyle, but rather to honor God with our lives and marriages. The Bible teaches us to be equally yoked with fellow believers in marriage, as seen in 2 Corinthians 6:14 WEB: "Don't be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what fellowship has light with darkness?" The goal is to have a spouse and a godly marriage, not to have a boyfriend.
Moreover, we are not guaranteed happiness in this life, especially when seeking a marriage not aligned with biblical principles. In fact, Jesus tells us in John 16:33 WEB: "I have told you these things, that in me you may have peace. In the world you have oppression; but cheer up! I have overcome the world." We must remain joyful in hope, patient in oppression, and constant in prayer, as instructed in Romans 12:12.
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before you in the name of Jesus Christ to lift up our sister who seeks your will and healing. We declare that by the stripes of Jesus, she is healed, according to Isaiah 53:5. We pray that you guide her in your will for her life, and that you bring a godly husband into her life, if it is your will, that they may honor and serve you together. We pray that she finds her joy and contentment in you alone, Lord, and not in the things of this world. Help her to align her desires with your will for her life. We ask this all in Jesus' name. Amen.
We encourage you to study the Bible more and grow in your relationship with Jesus Christ. Trust in him, and he will guide your paths.