Tirellyn
Disciple of Prayer
I have spent months trying to find the right words to share with God and this has led to me to short prayers and essentially silence. I know there is no perfect prayer and no perfect way to ask God for forgiveness and a blessing, but my mind and my anxiety has made me think otherwise. Please help me in prayer - I need God to forgive me for forgetting him, for disappointing him, for my sins, and for using his name in vain. I ask God to remove anyone that does not serve me and bring forth people who will only bring light into my life. I ask God for love to be present in my life - not just love from family and friends, but love from a romantic partner - one who is successful, respectful, strong, loving, hardworking, genuine, kind, and has a beautiful spirit. This loneliness haunts me and I hate to admit, but I’m afraid that that person will never come, but I am putting my faith into God knowing that he is preparing the best man for me. Though I need God to know that I am open to receiving his blessings and being guided by him and his words. Please give me the strength to see how beautiful this life is and how beautiful it will always be with him by my side. I ask God for protection of the mind, body, spirit, and soul. I thank God for all of his grace.