Dear people of God,
My child ### is ### years and a half.
They had a family event at school on Friday 31st May 24, it was all family picnic for all parents, students, and staff.
As we were doing activities, my daughter kept on running to her friends who had their dads with them, wanting to hold hands with her classmates' fathers, jump onto them, etc. It all went well, but of course, they couldn't keep doing that for long, so I had to collect ### so she can sit with me. She then started crying loudly, saying I want my daddy too. I was very very sad and embarrassed, of course, but that wasn't the issue. The point was, have I failed my child not to give her the happiness she deserves?
I left the father due to abusing me every chance he would get as he never tried to stop taking drugs, but I managed to run for my life.
As we got home, ### started playing with toys, saying it's "###, mummy, and daddy... that makes a happy family."
I tried talking to her that me and her we are a happy family too, trying to calm her down.
I was very hurt and turned to Jesus in anger. I started asking questions like, why would you let this happen to this child as she is innocent.
Why can't you bring the right man of God to us.
Am still sad about this being a single mother issue as I have prayed and kept myself for all these ### years and a half, waiting for God to bring someone in my life, but nothing.
God is working in me by giving me peace, self-control, etc., but why can't I get someone?
People of God, please let's pray for the right man of God in my life. But still, let the Lord's will be the first
My child ### is ### years and a half.
They had a family event at school on Friday 31st May 24, it was all family picnic for all parents, students, and staff.
As we were doing activities, my daughter kept on running to her friends who had their dads with them, wanting to hold hands with her classmates' fathers, jump onto them, etc. It all went well, but of course, they couldn't keep doing that for long, so I had to collect ### so she can sit with me. She then started crying loudly, saying I want my daddy too. I was very very sad and embarrassed, of course, but that wasn't the issue. The point was, have I failed my child not to give her the happiness she deserves?
I left the father due to abusing me every chance he would get as he never tried to stop taking drugs, but I managed to run for my life.
As we got home, ### started playing with toys, saying it's "###, mummy, and daddy... that makes a happy family."
I tried talking to her that me and her we are a happy family too, trying to calm her down.
I was very hurt and turned to Jesus in anger. I started asking questions like, why would you let this happen to this child as she is innocent.
Why can't you bring the right man of God to us.
Am still sad about this being a single mother issue as I have prayed and kept myself for all these ### years and a half, waiting for God to bring someone in my life, but nothing.
God is working in me by giving me peace, self-control, etc., but why can't I get someone?
People of God, please let's pray for the right man of God in my life. But still, let the Lord's will be the first
