Anonymous
Beloved of All
God you said I would die and I really dont want to accept that. I do admit to you and you already know that I am not sober in my mind and that I am surrounded by your enemies because I have sinned greatly against you. I dont want to hurt my wife and my son by leaving them. my wife is already going through so much she doesnt need me gone she needs a nee Michael and that can only be found if you have mercy on me again please I beg of you. I know what I have allowed in my heart and my mind and the attitudes that I have had against you and your people and the motivations of my heart have been evil my entire life and I am not proud of that. God please have mercy on me and choose me again please work with the Holy Spirit and bring me to repentance. I beg of you sovereign Lord. Please dont kill me