GOD why am I here?
Too much hurt.
Too much pain.
I'm living in agony.
No family to talk to.
No friends to talk to.
GOD I am a walking dead shell.
I've given up on going to church.
I've given up on praying.
I've given up on happiness.
I've given up on believing.
I'm just ready to give up.
GOD I thought you were my comforter.
GOD I thought you were my healer.
GOD I thought you were my deliverer
GOD I thought you were my friend.
GOD I've knocked, seek, called, and prayed.
GOD of you only you know I smile on the outside but on the inside I'm broken, hurt, saddened, and afraid.
GOD of you are all that you say you are then why would I need a therapist, psychiatrist, or psychologist?.
GOD where are you in the mist of all this turmoil in my life?
GOD you know I'm ready to give up because you know my thoughts even before I think of them.
GOD what's keeping me here?
GOD I wish I wasn't afraid of death and afraid to leave my son by himself, I would have checked out of this miserable life long ago.
GOD speak to my heart.
Holy Spirit speak to my heart.
Lord GOD help me...
Too much hurt.
Too much pain.
I'm living in agony.
No family to talk to.
No friends to talk to.
GOD I am a walking dead shell.
I've given up on going to church.
I've given up on praying.
I've given up on happiness.
I've given up on believing.
I'm just ready to give up.
GOD I thought you were my comforter.
GOD I thought you were my healer.
GOD I thought you were my deliverer
GOD I thought you were my friend.
GOD I've knocked, seek, called, and prayed.
GOD of you only you know I smile on the outside but on the inside I'm broken, hurt, saddened, and afraid.
GOD of you are all that you say you are then why would I need a therapist, psychiatrist, or psychologist?.
GOD where are you in the mist of all this turmoil in my life?
GOD you know I'm ready to give up because you know my thoughts even before I think of them.
GOD what's keeping me here?
GOD I wish I wasn't afraid of death and afraid to leave my son by himself, I would have checked out of this miserable life long ago.
GOD speak to my heart.
Holy Spirit speak to my heart.
Lord GOD help me...