ellie12
Beloved of All
God when can you deliver me, I was asking for that for the last ### years, why Jesus delivered every single person who asked Him that at that very moment, why am I not delivered for ### years or maybe more. You say You love me and at the same time You are watching this torturing me day after day, causing me pain, interfering when I do things and You don't deliver me. Do You even care about that? Prove that You care, I can't live like that anymore, it is a terrible life, not life abundantly, it feels like I am carrying the whole world on my shoulders and with not enough help. The wicked are all fine, they don't have my problems, they don't care about You and yet have a very comfortable life, no diseases, they work, their children are healthy, have families and do I have a normal life. Please deliver me today or any of these coming days, do not leave me like that, that is not mercy, ###.