ellie12
Beloved of All
God when can you deliver me,I was asking for that for the last 11 years,why Jesus delivered every single person who asked Him that at that very moment ,why am I not delivered for 11 years or may be more.You say You love me and at the same time You watching this torturing me day after day,causing me pain ,interfere when i do things and You don't deliver me.Do You even care about that?Prove that You care,I can 't live like that anymore,it is terrible life,not life abundantly,it feels like I am carrying the whole world on my shoulders and with not enough help.The wicked are all fine,they don't have my problems,they don't care about You and yet have very comfortable life,no deceases,they work,their children are healthy,have families and do i have a normal life.Please deliver me today or any of these coming days,do not leave me like that ,that is not mercy ,IJNA