GOD I was betrayed, hurt, lied on, and cheated on. I had no idea that the person I trusted and wanted to build a life with would betray me in the worst way.
For ### years, I helped my ex-husband when he had no place to live, no food to eat, no family to turn to, battling alcohol, and in return I was betrayed. Yes GOD he cheated and left me. He is living a better life than I am.
I carry this pain and heartbreak every single day for the last ### years. Many people will say seek counseling, go to therapy, get help, and move on.
I have seeked counseling through you my GOD.
I have gone to therapy though through you GOD.
I pray and talk to you every day GOD waiting for you to heal my body, mind, and soul.
But yet GOD, I still feel nothing but betrayal and pain. I have nothing else to lose and I have nothing to gain.
All I ask in my last days GOD is that you show me your face. GOD let me know what you want me to do. At times GOD, I just feel like giving up.
GOD show me your face....
For ### years, I helped my ex-husband when he had no place to live, no food to eat, no family to turn to, battling alcohol, and in return I was betrayed. Yes GOD he cheated and left me. He is living a better life than I am.
I carry this pain and heartbreak every single day for the last ### years. Many people will say seek counseling, go to therapy, get help, and move on.
I have seeked counseling through you my GOD.
I have gone to therapy though through you GOD.
I pray and talk to you every day GOD waiting for you to heal my body, mind, and soul.
But yet GOD, I still feel nothing but betrayal and pain. I have nothing else to lose and I have nothing to gain.
All I ask in my last days GOD is that you show me your face. GOD let me know what you want me to do. At times GOD, I just feel like giving up.
GOD show me your face....

LOVE.
God, Jesus died so that I may have life. I ask You in Jesus' name help me die to self so Jesus can have life and life more abundantly living in me. God, please do the same for my family, friends, and writer of this prayer. Amen, so be it by faith.